hi
i need help. here is my story:
before marriage i payed our rent than i payed all wedding expanses. One MONTH after the wedding he suddenly squized my face without a reason. I got a visa one year after we spend togethe 15 months. When i arrived to the usa i found out that he doesn’t have a place to live in. He tried to show me a foods can i cut my lips. Also he yield at me and screamed once a week. He didn’t give me internet or a cell-phone or a car but he sent me to other town to get trained for hard man’s job.
He didn’t buy me anything that’s why i decided to help him in opening business but it did not survived. so he was upset all the time. During that time i helped him to make money but he didn’t give me what company payed me. He told that i don’t support him all the way and that i can’t hold my ssn or anything.
i didn’t have money for a ticket to fly away but he didn’t care at all. Also he hides my gc. Then he almost choked me on the kitchen. i told that i need a doctor but he told that he have a long crisis. HE asked me to watch his family but i’m not a nurse. A black snake touched me in the bethroom (where the bird) but he called me crazy and a day later he removed it. I keep describing him heart pain, back pain and bed insomnia but he absolutely ignoring it. He makes me cry everyday and refuses to go work. I’m locked for long time in a place that half-distroyed. I would not make him mad but i told him to behave. he screamed that i’ll not have my docs and that i’m a b… I definately have no wish to ask him for anything.
i married with an american for 3 years. 'couse i wanted to be loved. i don’t want to run to a shelter. i’m broke and i’m an unhappy mess but i don’t have any streight to see all this going bed dirrection. i dream to fly away quickly and quately. i would not call him abuser but he helpless and a control freek. just drop me a line of suggestion. thanks